Title: Ira Deorum: Lex Talionis
Author: sirjimmy24
Pairing: Nick/Gil
Rating: PG-13
Warning: WiP
Summary: "Lex Talionis", in a nutshell, is the concept of retributive justice, and it is a driving force behind what Gil and Nick must face next.
Author's Notes/Warnings: No episode spoilers. I strongly recommend that you read Ira Deorum first. Hope you enjoy it. You may also want to read Purging the Devil as well, but only because I made a quick reference.
Disclaimer: CSI belongs to Jerry Bruckheimer, and CBS, Anthony Zuiker and a whole bunch of others I'm sure. I mean no harm and will make no money, so please don't sue.

***

4 months earlier...

 

"Carmichael, where do we stand?"

 

"We are fractured and scattered.  Our brothers and sisters who survived the raid on the compound in Tahoe are in prisons scattered across the country. It would take time and manpower to organize breakouts, and we don't have a lot to spare right now."

 

"Agreed. What of the faithful who were not at Tahoe?"

 

"Most of them went dark and headed east. Few soldiers remain in Texas and Nevada, and they are being hunted down as we speak."

 

"Zacharias?"

 

"He escaped Tahoe, but where he is now, I do not know."

 

"The fool. Never could think things through. No matter, he is inconsequential, we shall begin anew."

 

"Our defeat is all over the media."

 

"I know, but let the sinners have their pitiful little victory. The time will come for our vision to take hold. Grissom will be made an example of..."

 

"What of Stokes?"

 

"His family is powerful and connected.  Though I wish vengeance, he's too risky as a target right now. When we get Grissom, we get justice. And Stokes will suffer enough from that. You've done well Carmichael. Go home to your family.  I will contact you in a few months, and we will reorganize. For now, we must fade into nothingness."

 

"Yes Mistress."

 

Present Day, Route 10, South East of El Paso Texas:

 

It was that unique kind of hot.

 

The kind of scorching desert sun hot that could melt a tire to the tar of a highway if your car stayed still too long.

 

But for the driver of the van, the heat wasn't a problem. The police cars behind him however, were.

 

It was supposed to be simple. His orders were to meet his comrades in Barstow, and together, they drive to El Paso, where they would refresh themselves and await further instruction, depending on how those assigned to Vegas performed their task.

 

Meet up and drive. Keep to the main roads for time, but do not bring any attention to yourselves. Do not get pulled over.

 

They were mostly successful.

 

How was he to know the van had expired tags? It wasn't his van. He was just driving.

 

And they were so close to their destination it was maddening. Spurred on by his comrades in the van, he foolishly ignored the orders of the officer and drove on. Picking up speed and swerving to avoid the other vehicles as more police cars joined the chase, along with a helicopter news crew.

 

So much for not bringing attention to themselves.

 

He focused on the road ahead, deciding to ram through the barricade they were rapidly approaching.

 

What's that they're putting down?

 

"Spike strips!" he yelled. "Everybody hang on!"

 

He assessed things quickly. Surrounded on three sides by siren blaring police cars, he knew their only chance was to charge through before they laid enough spike strips to cover the highway.

 

Failing that, grab a gun and try to escape into the desert.

 

They almost made it. The front passenger side tire sounded like an exploding grenade as it was punctured. He attempted to swerve, keep the van moving. But there was too much weight on that side, and it flipped, rolling a few times before landing tires up in the dirt with a sickening thud.

 

He was conscious enough to register sounds. The yells of the cops and the gunshots as his comrades tried to fight it out.

 

The gurgling and moans of those injured in the van.

 

"They must not capture us..." he heard a fierce snarl from somewhere in the din of activity. A few shots, and the moans ceased. Followed by another shot, and the sound of a body falling forward.

 

And then.


Blood. His blood.

 

The copper tang filling his mouth, staining his clothes, the van, and probably the sand outside.

 

Dripping copiously into his eyes.

 

Before death took him, he swore he'd never forget the sickening metallic taste. The way it stung his eyes and blinded him.

 

How it felt like it was boiling through his face.

 

Of course, that might have just been the heat from the sun.

**

 

Austin, Texas: Texas Court of Criminal Appeals.

 

"This couldn't wait a bit Alice?" he asked into his phone, "My mom is on her way out of court right now and..."

 

"I'm sorry detective, but the Marshals in El Paso say..."

 

"Yeah yeah, ok. Send the shots to my PDA".

 

"You got it."

 

He pulled his PDA out of his pocket, choosing to ignore the sweat dripping from his hair.

 

102 already, and its only 11 o'clock!

 

He was curious and annoyed. Annoyed that someone interrupted brunch plans with his ever-busy mother, and curious as to why it couldn't wait.

 

The answer sent him reeling on his feet.

 

The van. The lifeless corpses littering the screen of his PDA...wearing cloaks.

 

Wearing black cloaks.

 

Fuck.

 

In a flash his cell phone was out.

 

First number, no answer.

 

Come on Nicks...come on...damnit!


Second number, no answer.

 

Gil...come on Gil...answer your phone... SHIT!

 

Mike Stokes was scared.

 

**

 

Las Vegas, Nevada:

 

She got one.

 

With a satisfying thwack of her whip, she got the fiend down. It was no contest really. The others escaped, obviously accomplishing their goal, much to her chagrin.


She pushed worry away as she bound her prisoner-he'll be fine, Gilbert will be just fine- and looked over the sitting room as she recoiled her whip and placed it on its usual resting place on the ornate mantle over the fireplace.

 

Her lovely antique china teapot was smashed to pieces, but it served its new purpose as a weapon quite handily. It had been a gift from Gilbert.

 

Pity.

 

Furniture overturned, signs of struggle everywhere, and she made a mental note to fire her worthless security guards before pushing her wrath away as well. It would serve her no purpose now either as she continued her visual sweep of the room.

 

Ah there he was, on the floor, stunned but otherwise mostly unhurt.

 

"Nicholas, get up," she said, going over to him.

 

He groaned.

 

"Get UP Nicholas!"

 

Lady Heather was annoyed.

 

**

 

Nick Stokes was trying to figure out what just happened.

 

**

 

He calmly assessed, as there was no point in losing it now.

 

His hands were cuffed behind him and his mouth was gagged.


At least they learned from last time...

It was dark and stuffy in the trunk

 

Hot too.

 

I'm not processing this car either when I get out of this...Greg can do it he thought with a huff. Stupid Lighters!

 

Because his kidnappers made three mistakes;

 

They wore the cloaks identifying themselves as members of the Righteous Army of Light, which to him was just a bad joke.

 

The left him conscious.

 

And they neglected to bind his legs together, leaving him free to exercise the standard "how to escape from the trunk of a car technique" of kicking out a taillight and waiting for the cavalry to come to the rescue.

 

He kicked, and was rewarded with the feeling of fresh air swirling through the trunk at his feet as the car sped down the highway.

 

He reminded himself to thank Nick for the new shoes next time he saw him. Which shouldn't be that long.

 

He waited patiently and for some odd reason, he wasn't scared or angry.

 

Gil Grissom was amused.

 

**

 

He had seen a lot of odd things during his time on the force.

 

But a shoe?  Poking out of the vehicle in front of him, where the taillight should be?

 

That was a first.

 

He did a double take before determining that, yes, that IS a shoe, and he WAS seeing it with his own eyes.

 

If he were anyone else, then dispatch would probably think he was kidding. But he doubted that would be a problem now.

 

Sheriff Atwater called for backup.

 

**

 

He and his team were en route immediately. Officer kidnapped and rescued by the Sheriff himself.

 

Rescued officer, suspects and vehicles all needed to be processed, and the press needed stroking.

 

Rubbing it all in Grissom's face afterwards would be a bonus.

 

Upon arrival, he checked his teeth in the rear view for any food particles, grabbed his kit and exited his vehicle.

 

He saw the Sheriff talking to reporters, no doubt once again securing his political career. He saw Grissom talking to Captain Brass, and looking oddly amused, in contrast to Brass, who looked incredibly pissed.

 

His trained eye saw some side arms on the ground. Blood, bullet casings and other detritus around the vehicle.

 

Obviously a firefight occurred here.

 

He saw a Denali pull up and watched as Nick Stokes- now that's a black eye! Damn! rushed out and made a beeline for Grissom.

 

I hope he controls himself...last thing we need is to have two CSI's making out on the evening news..."

 

And then he saw the bodies. Two of them. Caucasian males, about late 20's or so.

 

In black cloaks.

 

"Shit," he whispered.

 

Conrad Ecklie was at a loss for words.

***


That afternoon:

 

"Any news Carmichael?"

 

"Both teams have failed Mistress.  Lasker was captured during the apprehension of Grissom, and though successful, Grissom was soon rescued by Sheriff Atwater.  Martin and Benson are dead. The team in El Paso, well, all members are dead. Those who survived the crash were killed either in battle with the police, or took their lives rather then face capture."

 

"Has our involvement been noted publicly?"

 

"No Mistress, it appears that the LVPD has kept that under wraps. The Media is speculating of course, but nothing is confirmed.  My guess is that they wish to avoid a panic."

 

"Then we shall use that to our advantage and strike their power base. Go to Vegas Carmichael, locate and tell Roberts to proceed with his suggestion. He is aware of what the most likely outcome will be?"

 

"Yes Mistress, and he hopes to take a few of the sinners with him."

 

2 days later-Grissom-Stokes Residence "“3 am

 

Gil Grissom was at last asleep.

**

 

Nick Stokes however, was exhaustedly awake.

 

After being awake for pretty much three full days, he should have been asleep as well. But as usual in these situations, he was finding the needed sleep to be elusive as his mind continued its incessant thoughts of "what if" and "when" and "who".

 

They had moved too quickly at the Dominion. He was down before his mind processed what had happened. One second, holding a teacup and grinning at Lady Heather (as per the usual, morning tea every other Tuesday, cases permitting), the next second, receiving a blow across the face and hitting the floor. He came around quickly, but too late to help. Lady Heather had her quarry; Gil was gone, and Nick could only call for help.

 

Forty agonizing minutes later he received the good news and took off, ignoring the pain and swelling on his face, knowing the horrendous black eye on his face would be gone in a few days. Seeing his lover safe and alive brought a tremendous joyful ache to his chest, and he exercised incredible restraint in not making a spectacle in front of the news cameras. Though Gil's disposition was not amusing.

 

"It's not funny Gil!"

 

"Oh Nicky, relax. It's over and I'm fine!"

 

Nick snorted in the darkness of their bedroom. Gil just didn't get it did he? It wasn't over.  It's never over. It baffled Nick to no end how Gil would just waltz into and out of dangerous situations without a care to his own safety. Like he was invincible when he was really just a target for these sick fucks to go after.

 

Okay, I am too, but at least I carry my gun all the time and know when to call for backup.

 

That Lighter Lady Heather took down was awake and in a holding cell. Brass did his own shakedown thing, and Greg swears he had the guy wetting his pants, but they didn't get anything useful.

 

No names, nothing. 

 

Nick clenched his jaw in frustration.

 

Always playing their game, always waiting for them to make the next move. Playing defense sucks.

 

Gil snuggled in closer to Nick, and Nick's face softened. He was grateful to Catherine and Warrick for throwing a minor coup and convincing them to go home, forget that 4-19 at the Mirage, they can handle it. When the Lighters made their next move, they should at least be rested.

 

And together damnit!

 

Nick was wondering how Mike and his parents were coping with being shadowed by Texas Rangers who watched their every step. His dad was use to it surely, but his spitfire of a mother hated feeling coddled and dependant, even though she would do that to any of her children in a heartbeat. It took all of Nick's persuasive powers for them to not fly out to Vegas, or purchase tickets for Gil and Nick to fly out to the Stokes ranch outside Austin. He spent half the afternoon swearing they were just as safe in Vegas as they would be anywhere else and yes, they were getting extra protection, though Gil hated it.

 

At least Gil was able to convince the Sheriff to not force officers upon their doorstep, agreeing only to a police escort to the lab and increased support at crime scenes. The Sheriff can be very accommodating to the wishes of CSI's when they contribute to his current status as a crime-busting hero of the city.

 

Agent Culpepper better just stay away from us too...

No word on getting the FBI involved yet, but that could change anytime, and dealing with their bureaucracy was frustrating at best.

 

Nick lay flat on his back in the bed, sweeping the room with his eyes and trying to relax. Examining the locked window once more before focusing on the bedroom door. It was closed, a rarity as they usually leave it open, letting air circulate through the whole house keeping things a bit cooler.

 

The air conditioner clicked on, filling his ears with its gentle hum before fading to background noise. Movement caught his eye, and he tightened his grip on the gun in his left hand.

 

Just the curtains flutterin' a bit, no big.

 

Gil had given him a small frown when he took the gun out of its holster and brought it to bed with them, but said nothing. Though Nick's spare was next to him, Nick felt better with his usual gun already in his hand.

 

Each man had a spare firearm. Nick kept his affixed under the bedside table on his side of the bed, and Gil kept his downstairs hidden in the kitchen. Gil did not really care to "pack heat", and only rarely went into the field armed, much to Nick and Brass's frustration, and Catherine's disgust. He only had a spare because Nick put his foot down and demanded it.

 

Gil's arm draped itself over Nick's belly, and Nick couldn't help but smile. He gently maneuvered Gil's head to rest on his right shoulder, molding Gil's upper body into his own. Gil stirred slightly, nuzzling softly into Nick's neck, before lying still once again.

 

Nick cherished moments like this, and a thankful tear came into his eye as Gil's breath ghosted across his chest like a gentle breeze and his arm tightened its hold across him.

 

Nick would cheerfully take on Heaven and earth for this man, and he furthered his resolve to see this latest test through to the end.

 
Bring it on...

**

Las Vegas Crime Lab-Westfall Ave. 3:15 am

 

It was an unassuming vehicle he drove. A blue sedan, not flashy, nor beat up, and not noticeable.

 

Brother Roberts himself was much the same. Average build, height and looks, possessing of very little that would bring attention from others. He was dressed average as well, forgoing the imposing black cloak that was his uniform for blue jeans and a light tan jacket over a green polo shirt to avoid early detection.

 

He parked and surveyed the scene.  Police cars, lots of activity going on, even at this hour.  He pursed his lips together, realizing and accepting that escape would be highly improbable, and death was most certain.

 

However, it was by his choice, and on his terms.
 

Anything for the Light, we must stop the decadence and the sin. The unnaturalness. Stop their oppression of the true way. They must suffer for opposing us. Justice will be done.
 

It was also his idea. Strike at their base, tear through their ranks and crush their spirit. The emotional pain alone would be worth it.

 

Brother Roberts zipped up his jacket part way, just enough to secure his extra magazines and grabbed his guns from under the passenger seat.

 

Knowing the metal detectors at the door would detect what he had even if he bothered to hide them, he needed to kill the guards and move quickly to accomplish his goal. He had a target list, with names of desirable targets; the graveyard CSI's and the detectives they work closely with. But he doubted that he had the time to seek them out, nor had he any guarantees that they were there now.

 

Brother Roberts got out of the car, said a prayer and shut the door.

 

He walked up the steps of the brown building, focused solely on his cause...

***

Dawn was but two hours away.

 

Normally her favorite time of day, when she was free from tending to the routine workings of the Dominion, it allowed her a brief period to relax and reflect. (Lady Heather, a true night owl, slumbered during mid-day; the Dominion was most active at night after all.)

 

There would be no relaxing when the sun rose on this particular morning.

 

She was in her study, reviewing the bids she had received from private security contractors who were more than eager to prove their ability to prevent a repeat break in and kidnapping of her guests.

 

The original contractor was, of course, sacked.

 

The study was cozy and tastefully decorated with oil paintings and small sculptures.  Rich mahogany bookshelves lined with volumes of reference books suited to her profession along one wall. A large window on the opposite wall granted her a view of the well-kept courtyard. A pair of brown leather chairs sat in front of her desk suitable for visitors who were there to conduct business.

 

Her desk was a classic Victorian, rich rosewood, and very befitting to her wealth and natural power. The soft glow from an elegant desk lamp provided soothing light for her to read by, and a few lit candles for sheer ambience.

 

She tossed aside one proposal, and picked up another.

 

She sighed.

 

"What are you doing here?" She asked without looking up.

 

"And here I thought I effected a silent entrance. Aren't you going to ask me to sit down?"

 

"No." Lady Heather said calmly. "I will however, ask you to leave my Dominion. You are not welcome here."

 

"Ah Heather, you use to be much more hospitable," her visitor laughed, stepping out of the shadows and sitting in one of the leather chairs in front of her desk, "how you have changed."

 

"Get out."

 

"Still demanding though. Don't you want to know why I am here?"

 

"I don't particularly care. You were banished from our ranks, and I feel no need to suffer your presence." Lady Heather said coolly, allowing a hint of steel, but nothing else in her tone.

 

"Still overbearingly self righteous as well," her visitor mused, " I was sorry to hear of your daughter's passing."

 

Lady Heather didn't take the bait.

 

"Your condolences are neither appreciated, or required."

 

Her visitor laughed, and Heather's patience grew thin.

 

"Very well, what is it you want Alanna?"

 

"It is about the company you have been keeping of late, Heather, you really should be more discriminating of who you invite to tea."

Lady Heather betrayed nothing.

 

"Speak for yourself, and I'm sure I have no idea what you mean."

 

Her visitor smiled, well experienced in these exchanges.

 

"My dear Heather, those CSI's you consider friends. You should really stay away from them."

 

"My friends are my own concern, no one else's. Why do you care?'

 

"They are of interest to me. Especially Mr. Grissom, he could be very...useful. I have been after him for sometime."

 

Everything fell immediately into place.

 

Her visitor stood up.

 

"It is for your own good to stay out of this Heather. Consider that a warning from an old friend."

 

"We were never friends Alanna. I advise you to leave Las Vegas, you and your pitiful band are fractured and no match for the dealings and alliances in this city. Go back to your hovel in the backwoods of ignorance and shame."

 

"You will all be dealt with in due time Heather. Deviants and sinners, I will change this world, cleanse it. I will break Gil Grissom; he has defied the message I bring too many times. I have lost many faithful because of him and justice will be mine!"

 

"You are raving." Heather said with perfect disdain, "You will never break him. You failed before, and you always will. Anyone faithful to your "cause" deserves their fate," she raised and imperious finger, pointing it at the door, " Now. Get. Out."

 

"Very well." Alanna said tersely heading for the door, "But I have the Cause and faith on my side, and my soldiers have already begun to continue their work. What does Gil Grissom have compared to that?"

 

At her desk, Lady Heather said softly, "Nick."

***

It was late into shift, the CSI's and most of the detectives were all out at scenes, and he was catching up on paperwork, pondering what to get his daughter for her birthday, and whether he wanted Thai or Mexican for dinner- or breakfast rather.

 

The halls were quiet, or he may not have heard the initial shots before the shouts started up.

 

Two shots.

 

Smith&Wesson, 1911
 

Screams.

 

Running footsteps.

 

A loud bang, shouts.

 

Flash Bang. M84
 

More screams, pure confusion.

 

More shots.

 

Glocks...our boys.

 

Over the commands of "take cover" and "drop your weapon" he hears semi-automatic weapons fire, before the glass walls of the lab shatter. 


M16...A..4! Fuck!


Instinct kicked in and he headed towards the weapons cabinet. He knew he should take cover, let the cops handle this, stay out of the action. He knew the risk he was taking, what the consequences of his actions could be.

 

What they may find out about his past.

 

Swiftly and expertly he pulled out his baby, the Beretta 92, and then everything slowed down.

 

The M16 was not being fired by a professional, he can tell. So he had to wait for the inevitable, but make sure he's there to get a decent shot.

 

He crouched by the door and turned off the safety of his gun, before tumbling out into the fray. He ignored the shattered glass falling around him, swearing he can "see" the bullets flying through the air as he stays low and moved down the hall.  There's no place to take cover here, and he realized quickly that he's an easy target if the gunman decided to take him down. 

 

He could see him clearly, black cloak, bleeding heavily, obviously been shot, and only adrenaline, or madness, keeping the man standing.

 

And then...

 
It jammed. NOW!

 

"Freeze or I blow you head off!" he yelled.

 

The cloaked man looked in his direction and he could see his face, instantly recognizing the man.

 

"Markus!?"

 

The man choked out "Bobby?"

 

"Drop the gun Markus, it's over."

 

"I can't Bobby, I must fulfill my duty."

 

"Drop it Markus, or I will shoot you!"

 

"I'm sorry Bobby..." he raised his weapon.

 

And Bobby Dawson fired.

***

He was finally asleep.

Which was great, because Gil was getting pretty bored spending the night faking his way through dreamland, and the death grip Nick had on his body was threatening to cut off circulation any second.

Nick's whole body had relaxed, and when his soft snores filled the room like a white noise machine, Gil maneuvered away from Nick, pretty much rolling off the bed.

He fumbled around in the darkness for a bit till he located his slippers and made his way downstairs has quietly as he could, being sure to skip the fifth step up as it always creaks. Gil figured he had a good hour or so before Nick's body realized Gil's wasn't nearby and the man woke up and went searching for him.
 

Now was the time for a cup of tea, and to brood at the dining room table over recent events.  Gil went to the small cupboard by the breakfast nook where he kept his stash of teas. Moving around the various containers of Orange Pekoe and Chamomile, he reached towards the back pulling out a box that said Earl Gray but was really rosehip tea in disguise.

If Nick knew about that, he'd never hear the end of it. 

A few minutes and Gil was indulging in the hot, calming sweetness of his drink, letting the taste and scent envelop his mind and keep threatening tension at bay.


Gil Grissom was not one for PTSD. He firmly believed he could handle any crisis thrown his way, be it a shoot out, an attempted kidnapping, or being beaten to a pulp by his drug induced partner
 

And all those things had occurred within the last year...

They didn't bring him down, so why should what's happening now?


Still, as amusing as finding himself in the trunk of a car was, it upset Nick, and made Gil realize someone was trying to "make use" of him.

Well, no one likes to feel used, and he was sure that whoever was running the show with the Lighters now was planning on using Gil to further their ends. It was the only possible explanation because, though Brass told him to stop being morbid, Gil was still alive and he was uninjured after all.


More importantly, someone had upset his Nick, and no one upsets his Nick.


Of course, Gil would never admit that Nick being so pissed off like he was at the scene was an incredible turn on.


He settled for putting an ice pack on Nick's black eye, instead of fucking his brains out when they got back to the lab before Catherine and Warrick sent them packing for home.

He thought of what occurred outside El Paso and it was not hard to figure out that those fools were back up for the idiots in Vegas.


He shook his head in disgust, hoping the Stokes clan in Texas was handling this okay.


Jillian and Bill Stokes were hopping mad to be sure, and no doubt the whole state was out in force looking for any sign of Lighter activity.

Gil turned his attention back to Vegas, and let his mind replay everything that had happened, every detail and nuance.

They moved too quickly at the Dominion, brutally, efficiently. They took Nick out first, but were remiss when it came to Heather, who was not amused at the intrusion.

Always handy with a whip, she could dish it out and take it too.

Gil spent some time in a hot trunk and then got rescued by the sheriff himself, who basked in the media adulation.

Amazing how the press got there before an Ambulance did. But at least the reporters stayed away from him, thank you very much Conrad Ecklie.

He sipped some more of his tea.

Of course, the sixty-four thousand dollar question was: Who's in charge?


He considered the possibility that Zephyr had returned to take command, but dismissed it immediately. The trademark bloodshed and incompetence of the Lighters was there to full effect of course, but everything lacked...showmanship of a sort.

The dramatic theatrics Zephyr was known for were minimal at best.

No explosions or big public displays.

No vocal declarations about sin and vice and...Gil shook his head bemusedly at the thought...repentance.

No massive firefights in the woods or Bruckheimer-esque assaults.

Nothing of the sort- yet, anyway.

So either the new leader was subtle "“ by comparison at least- or maybe...maybe Zephyr was just the front man, and never really in charge anyway.

Oh great, just had to think that, didn't I?

He knew all he could really do was nothing, nothing but wait for what happened next, and for a man accustomed to doing something, doing nothing was akin to torture.

Gil shook his head again and sighed. He put down his empty cup and stood up, debating heading back to bed, or having some more tea.

A warm hand on his shoulder broke him from his ponderings and he turned around to face the boxer brief clad man standing there.

"Nicky, did I wak...?" his question was silenced when Nick leaned in and kissed him. Nick pulled Gil into an embrace, hugging him tightly and deepening the kiss. He tasted the flavor of the tea on Gil's tongue, knowing it was really rosehip though Gil would deny it to the end.

The kiss ended, but the hug did not. Nick rested his head against Gil's shoulder as a feeling of security and comfort filled him.

 Gil was always so strong and so warm and, as far as Nick was concerned, so giving with his affection. No one could hug the way Gil could, and Nick was greedily content in the knowledge that he was one of the very privileged few who ever got to experience a Gil Grissom hug.

Among other things.

"Should've realized you were faking it Gil." Nick murmured sleepily, nuzzling into Gil's neck.

"I never fake anything..." Gil said in a mock protest.

Nick smiled, entertaining the thought that he could fall asleep just like this and Gil would hold him until he woke up.

Then the phone rang.

***